Sunday, July 18, 2010

Nathan's wedding in the states

Well, as I write I am trying to get all of my affairs in order and start to pack for 7 weeks in the states.  I hate leaving as I feel I have just arrived.  So much to do here, but my youngest son is getting married, so it is imperative that I go and participate.  I want to see family and visit a few churches and report.  I am so torn between here and there.  Tonight they had a small party for me and for Nathan's wedding.  They hate to see me go and I hate to go.  The last time I left, I left with Tom sick and prospects of not ever returning, but only God allowed me to return to my "home."  I am happy to be here and minister with the ones God called me to.  I am torn between my homeland and my home.  I know I will return and He will give me the wisdom and safety necessary, Lord willing. 

Home.  It is a strange word.  Now my definition has changed a bit since Tom's homecoming because now, Heaven seems more and more like home.  As I think of my Lord and my "home" in Heaven, this earth seems not so much home anymore.  I want to be faithful to Him as long as He gives me breath, but some day, I will breath new air.  God is so good to give us eternal life with Him.  Home.  Home sweet home. 

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